Today is a horrible day, that if anyone wants to they can throw it as far as they are able to... We got word on monday that our loan had gone through... Well today the bank could tell us that they had made a mistake and that the loan didnt go through. So now YET AGAIN all wedding plans and all is put on hold.
I hate living right now....
Sometimes i just wish that i could see some of that wonderful american action,
like Oprah giving out this and that or Martha Stuart giving her punches to all her audience. Well that doesnt happen here..
And there isnt anyone to catch you when you fall and struggle to get up.
There is no Ty Pennington to build you a house or a Ellen DeGeneres to make you smile.
I have been crying so much, there just isnt anymore tears left.
I had a hope that with this loan going through we could finally get everything sorted and start thinking of maybe having a honeymoon.
Cause i really really really want to go meet my wonderful friend Janet.
She has to be my Oprah or my Ellen, cause she always has a great comment at hand to lighten my day, no matter how dark it might seem.
And one day I WILL meet her.
Well that is enough sad talk for today...
Maybe when my mood changes again i might be able to get a little bit of crafting done.